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2006-08-17T04:58:00.000-07:00

RELINK!(:

2006-08-15T00:05:00.000-07:00

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2006-08-13T22:48:00.000-07:00

past 12 sunday alrd!(:

SAT:::
Morning; cabbed down to pet shop bring gram go grooming. skipped physics =/ Mac-ed w/ bro received call from my dear animalss(: they came my house w/ double choco chip from subway :D in xchange of my com and choco heh. They never fail to do one thing whenever i lie on bed ahem! and they had fun in my tagboard. They stayed till 4plus5,left with minghee along. Ohya they had fun with my clothes!

Night; waited for uncle come fetch decided to go watch fireworks w/ family instead of that two groups heh ps huh. wanted go look for them butbut aunt wont let me off for fear tt i wont return home tonight agn =/ heh. woots~ tonight one veh nice know nicest! hahhas but i heard ytd night one was also very nice ehh. after watching headed to geylang with family eat durians! wanted eat smelly tofu and frog leg porridge tooo but cant find tsktsk so headed to bukittimah for satays =D then home =D ohsofullnow =/

DEVIL&DEAR; fourth already! heh.remember the chang2 jiu2 1314 huh! <33
NICEST; hahs monday ish coming! my 6lollys :D i want watch the fireworks ytd oneeee! but nvm i watched today one and someone didnt get to watch x) <33
EVIL; study hardd dont stress yrself i want my six chocos!(: <33

time to return school on monday =/ heh. i need complete that ~~maths comp paper thing~~ ahh can dont take part tsktsk its not nice to do!):

~~idontwanttosch=/~~

1:ooam;
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I feel so far from school now how? ): yet to buy nicest&evil's choco so once again ive to be at 7-11 tmr morning oh the 7-11 should be happy every monday morning cos i buy alot of choco them tsk.

~~nomorehesitation; totallycani?~~
ihate~~distance~~

its been a week since mummy's away!):

2006-08-11T23:11:00.000-07:00

Tuesday;
First period celebration in hall, no fun. English. Emaths. Physics passed common test(: Lessons over. Went home with Minghee, was trying find MrHo send us home aha =/ Reached home, changed eat and out again meet Minghee downstairs, go bowl(; Huishan Jieting Zhimei pooool.

Went meet the rest after that, headed to marina bay. Arcade-ed. Fly kite-ed. Dai dee-ed. Everyone reach start steamboat-ing!(: Went over field watch Fireworks! :D One huge group of about 30 people walking along the road to the MRT station, like big walk =/ Reach there all went seperated way.

Devil Shuyu Sharon Jieting and me headed to esplanade. Everyone heading back we heading there. Reached there look for place to eat, MAC dont want sell devil food. Found place to eat, thinking of way to go home. ITE, took night rider, sharon went home the rest went over to stayover at shuyu's house. Took about one hour plus journey, reached her house at 2plus nearing 3. Chat&laugh&play finally all slept at 4plus.

Wednesday;
Sleep was super cooling cause it rained! Woke up thanks to the dumbo, she threw the pillow at me cos she cant get to sleep anymore so wake me up tsktsk! Both of us were sleeping at edge of the bed, in between us can sleep another person =/ aha. Everyone up, went out of house at 12plus. Devil Dumbo and me went for branch and home sweet home. No nagging no scolding(: Reached home slept till wake up just in time to watch fireworks from TV.

Thursday;
Slept. HouseworkSS.

Friday;
Skipped school.
Failed bio oo expected.

theres physics lesson tomorrow! but not going :D stead want go trim nails! manicure want!? :D -lightup- hahha. i buy u some tonics some day so you wouldnt be weak anymore you chou wugui tsktsk lucky you didnt faint today cos i wasnt there to catch you aha imohsosweeeeeet(;

ohlala i want spent tomorrow night out til latelate again =/ I want countdown to 13th with the couple coscos they cant see me on sunday! most likely we wont meet yesyes i shall be a lightbulb for some time heeeeshhh :D nooo must get my day to go along! hmmm(:

feeellikeicouldgoonisolating

2006-08-07T20:10:00.000-07:00

thanks twin for lollys;
only threee left noww ):

i think i screwed up history today ): no clue how to write a 13m question. blahblahblah lessons and stuffffff. continuously throwing sweet into mouth to keep myself awake damn tired ):

mslow "u guys can move back to first floor already"
class "huh why"
mslow "cos ur legs are all disappering cos uall are getting very lame"
class -diaoooo
now who's more lame?

mslow "u guys can celebrate MsOng's bday too tomorrow"
jialin "which MsOng?"
ms low "ur chemistry MsOng"
jialin "oh dont need already"
me and shuyu right away stared at jialin and burst into laughter loverr ahh loverr.

watched girls friendly jss won.
exchanged mp3 w/ devil.

fact; below them-

hen xiang shou ):
xiao ruo mei le,
qu li you le,
kuai le ye zhou le.

i swear i cant wait for
tomorrow night to come;
lets see how emo i can get.

2006-08-06T23:28:00.000-07:00

Mummy's offffffff ohh the plane is flying now aha. okay i was sweet enough to wake up at 5plus andand helped her carry her hugeee luggage down okay! her luggage is half my heightttt =/ alrightt may three weeks fly passs and she come back in one piece w/ more luggage :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JING TONG :D

its time to go over and be
a sweeeeeeeet giiirrrl agn(;

weekends always that short;

2006-08-05T22:43:00.000-07:00

OUR HANDS(:

JUNICE!<3BOYFWEND :D

LINJIACHUA!<3LOVER :D

JIETING! <3DARLINGDUMBO :D

WOOTS!(:

MEE;JIETING;JIALIN((:

WOOTS! GOLDDDDD :D FIREWORKS!

GOLDDD&BLUEEEE SHOOOTTS! :D

OH I LOVEEEE THIS! (:

THE VEH FIRST ONE(:

SPREAD O U T! (:

SHARON CHEN SHU ***!(:
<3 BAI TAIN!

LAU/LIU CHEWSIANG!
<3ELEPHANT!

JAS TONNGGGGG! MUACKSSS(:
<3 LAOGONGGG!

SHIEHYIIN;ZHIMEI;LINGDI
MIEEEE;JIETING! ((:

2006-08-04T15:21:00.000-07:00

Chemistry&physics during first two periods; do for one period slept for one period. Recess carried MrLee's 'RECYCLE' HANDBAG to recess aha, passed evil choco and someone passed someone birthday present aha. Biology SPA-ed not good! i forgot how to light bunsen burner =/ and the air hole cant be opened so half way thru i have movee hence not enough time! Anyhow write observation. Test after that everything can be found in notes la! But cant remember all please cause mind still loads of physics&chem. CANORT three science in one day lalaLA.

monday faster come!(:
cos i want my 10lollis!(:
and chocolatessssss!(:
from evil&niceeesst! :D
oh tuesday also faster come!(:

dumbo i can still feel like bite mark there la! ): il bite you back soooon! x) and stead you dont have mei tui la ahah.

mummy's flying off againn to somepart of china on Sunday. For like threee weeeeks! waliaos ): more houseworks and bigger chance of getting to school late =/ arghhhhhh.

2006-08-03T19:18:00.000-07:00

I remember i have alot to say butbutt all thats in my mind now is tomorrow ):

chemistry;physics;bio;BIO SPA!

tmr's a sci day tdy's a maths day sighh what poor life we are having aha kay everyone was ohsostress in class today.

dumbo bite me! got teethmark ):
dumbo&tweety seduce meee! aha
i seduced them back toooooo! :D

ohh i heard/saw a good good news! (: soo happy man aha forr tada someone heh. after like two years? finally i hear good news! weeeeee- and today is the third! ahem-

ohya
HAPPY BDAY SERLINA :D
piaoliang
~~thereforme?~~nomore

2006-08-02T18:53:00.000-07:00

I HAD SUBWAY'S COOKIES TODAY!
DOUBLE CHOCOLATE CHIPPPPS! :D
AHA I KNOW PEOPLE esp nines
TT I HAD BEEN WHINING FOR IT
FOR LIKE DAYS/WEEKS ALRD! (:

I love wed cos lessons are all soo slackkkk. Emaths, Chinese, Amaths tmr ): dont know how study =/ i swear i know none of the words tested in chinese. we will miss english tomorrow for emaths test soso no coolcool msowyong to see awww AHAAA.

stead its thurs tomorrow
will i get my chocolate? xDD

2006-08-01T18:57:00.000-07:00

feeeeel soo hmmmmm.
i want it all back):
Lets seeeeeee,
i ate four diff type of choco today. hmm i must be mad. talltall lee talked to us for one period. we spent 2 and a half hour w/ him today. i got full marks for amaths test. i failed physics test just as expected.
i want a shoulder):
NICEST! wo yao lolly
EVIL! wo yao choco
STEAD! wo yao choco
LOVER! wo yao subway

2006-07-31T16:49:00.000-07:00

NICEST! remember our weekly exchange!(;
I swear Im nice today! ahah.
so wanna go back to what we were;
Physics test doubt can passsss. Amaths test lets aim for full marks stead! If i didnt remember wrongly all our ans are the sameeee! :D Failed last week's biology practical arhhh who caress is superrr no comments. Debating after school was interesting though weeee- shenn tan! so proud of you aha! clapsss clappsss!
i dont know whats wrong
I want subway's cookies!
I want sakae sushi!
i feel like breaking down;~~tearing~~
Feel as if im gonna fall sick sooon again tsktsk. Feel so heaty inside =/ Its okay i wanna get sick i want stay home i want lose my voice aha i must be crazy. Head feel so heavy arhhhhh.
i want isloate =/ shoulder&hugggg!

2006-07-30T00:36:00.000-07:00

Still think its early when er i just reach home, still feel like loitering around la reservoirrrr.

Was late meeting darling lover boyfwendd i was late ytd too =/ and we just got so hyper when we board the train ahah and hyper-ed all the way to kallang to national stadium and till the end of everything. like woah. our mood were all so highhh. and we sang national anthem and said the pledge like sooooo damn loud and proud and happy for the first time ever =/ its not the actual one and things are alrd so nice and on actual day? wooahh faints- and the hoolll thing actually ended so early la 830 ended and its so crowded that we took one hour to reach the MRT station when its such short walkable distance.

FIREWORKS WAS ULTRA NICEEEE!

ahh im still feel high. ohya guess my stomach already spoilt please sigghhhs extreme pain after i eat even small amount tsktsk and i dont feel hungry even if i dont eat for 2days. arghhhh cant be botherr but wait stead! wo yao chi sakae!

ohya i forgot what test is there on monday, tomorrow tsktsk. just know the week is flooded with test.

2006-07-29T12:20:00.000-07:00

Swear yesterday was the most pathetic day the four of us ever had. Tsktsk. Imagine four humans, two in guy's formal two in lady's formal sitting by the roadside eating bread and cracker looking so dead. Felt so much like in homerun please, stupid heels. We walked, sit, stand, wave for like two hours at the same place? Bloody hell where all the cabs flew to last night la. Called MrHo and he was nice enough to go all the way to city hall MRT station to pick us up when its already reaching 12 and he dropped us one by one home, how nice.

Junice chong don't forget what you said on 28071010! Swear you're strong enough to actually said that out, i hope i could too, same boat one sighss.

strike you out? can i

lets hope later activity can high me up! yea guess it would(: dumbo and tweety missed me last night~ ahah lalalala~ sorryy bestie cant go out with you today abit too rush but that day will come sooon alryt yesterday's call was a short and detailed update(:

2006-07-28T13:50:00.000-07:00

I left the choco meant for nicest at home and bro ate it that ass! now ive to buy again aha monday la nicest.

History shes like telling us our class behaviour is getting worse and exams and everything is coming. PE hes also telling us our class behaviour is getting worse bball-ed aha. MT. Emaths arranged seats and he placed shuyu zhimei and me tgt! :D ahah he tot of a way that will make us participate woots. Recess rush like siaos. Chem lab-ed. Biology SPA-ed rush, nervous, confused arghhhh dont like SPA super stresssfulllll.

keep having pain at stomach area and i reckon is gastric =/ eat also pain dont eat also pain then what for eat for tsktsk.

off to nap to get mood back.

-ed
whats the use of regretting, wanting go back to past now, when things are how its now bcos of mee. i end it i regret it. i need manly's shoulder&huggg

2006-07-27T20:53:00.000-07:00

dumbo actually didnt realise that her wallet was with meeeeee aha dumbooooo. but she was sweet enough to wait for me at finishing lineeee :D and hooked arm me back right away and offered to piggy back meee cos i was having gastric k outcome of not eating =/

thurs = running after recess in order to reach class on time for emaths! its like warming up for 2.4km today plssss. and i ate during recessssss. and im gonna eat dinner soon too dumbo no worries.

theres stars tonightt :D
rightttt stead (:

theres biology SPA tomorrow =/ ohnoohno super scaryyyyy arghhhhhh so nervousss but still its friday tmr :) heels here i come(:

happy birthday vincent :D

2006-07-26T06:19:00.000-07:00

thanks elephant for that six box of choco baby! yaye(:

assembly boring boring talk. english cool cool tcher :D PE height&weight aha i grew and i lost weight weeee. Biology SPA agn on friday super scared please ): this time one so complicated. Recesss. Amaths. Social studies had test soso la. Chemistry im sure she has terrible moodswing tsktsk she make whole class wanna sleeeeep!

After school went watch match niceee one weeee. dumb dumbo hahahhah pull my hand so tight dont want let me leave, bite me, pinch my cheeks and played with my hair today argggghhh dumbo! ahah. ohya dumbo left her wallet with meeee! i shall pinch u bite u before i return u ur wallet xP

may friday&sat come fast!

usED to be.

LINJIACHUA! CHEER UP!

2006-07-25T19:34:00.000-07:00

i slept during english, her coolness didnt keep me awake tsktsk. talltall lee became nicerrrrrr after he came backk awww :)) chinese, almost all was on floor again la butbut i handed in workbook completed yay so proud of myself! :D still owe her alot though =\ add maths was nice aha longggg story but mrlee's damn cute and class is so fun x) we sang soo loud for mrs chuaaa! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MRS CHUA :D

compre test after schh, dont unds what the passage's talking about la tsktsk super sleepy finished and slept till she collect paper. tmr ss, thurs phy, next mon amaths, next thurs amaths emaths chinese ): killers, more yet to confirm pls.

nicest brought my choco baby and bought my milky barss! :D yaye thanks! love you la horrr. (: ahem! i want choco baby tmrrrr!

2006-07-24T09:42:00.000-07:00

none of those things i look forwarded to happened today ): nicest forget bring my chocoss! and elephant never buy my chocossssss and ill only get it like on wed ): slaps! tsktsk but its okay cos mum bought me 3packs of fruit plus xDD

our new english teacher ms ow yong ish super cool mannn she walk in and can feel she like very shuai then she talk wa damn man la her voice weeuwee wont fall a sleep during english already la HAHHAA kidding ill still.

napfa was okay i suppose. b4 that headed to street soccer court, bliv it or not nines KICKED! x) wanted go lake park with yang&por but stop halfway to watch some hero saved the small kitten stuck on the top of the treee hahs watch till no more sunset to watch alrd but its ok.

met kuku chanmg on the bus, went her hse see killloooooo! kilo loves me :D yaye aha and hear her dad talk storys about her dad and my dad aha our grandfather are friends and our fathers grown up tgt! hoohoohooo. listen stories and played w/ kilo till i just rch home not too long ago =/ whateva.

ive no idea why.

2006-07-22T23:00:00.000-07:00

I look forward to monday!(x yaye cos i want my bigbig box of choco baby and six small box of choco baby and milky bar! ahhh stead arent you happy toos? hahas you know what i mean, six box know hahahhas.

but wait talltall lee is coming back so so i cant sit with stead anymoree): no more three tables for two person): no more big shot bag): no more childish fights): no more jokes): no more yh square behind me helping me): aiya sianssss. but still talltall lee is coming back so yay! :D no more superman!

ohya there was actually plansss after school on monday and napfa just have to spoil everything and the timing is like FOUR PM? dumbbbb must wait soooo longgg laa irritating man 5 stations with three classes at one go? tsktsk.

2006-07-21T19:24:00.000-07:00

The bus this morning is so empty without the china students xD okay never knew they stay so near me. Primary school kids in china, secondary two in singapore? They all so talllll please don't look like primary school-ians.

I enjoy marking attendence every morning x) Special assembly seeing four leaders from our class up there(: Chinese was dumb la whole class stand whole period but, me and chenyushu missed half period xD Someone be nice help me do chinese homework? hahs i wonder how much i owe her =/ Calling parents, standing, sitting on floor all dont work shes gonna hand it over to the school alrd la =/ Recess took photo with Ms parv and stuff intheend not enough time for our food and we all swallow or stuffed in and all finished in less than 5mins and rushed up to chem lab just on time. Its super stress doing biology SPA, dont like ):

MEIJI-ed(: CHOCO BABY-ed(: slacked at street soccer court hahahs for like three hours? aha

NICEST TAKE GOOD CARE OF MY CHOCO BABY AND I WANT IT TO COMEBACK WITH MILKY BAR! I ALRD GAVE YOU YOUR LOLLYSSSS!

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someone is super busy talk on phone keep on cut by second line tsktsk popular manly boyfriend ): jealouss hahahahahahahhas

2006-07-20T20:22:00.000-07:00

NINES(:

english, her last lesson with us and we have a recess date w/ her tmr(: Hitler is influencing all history students with his trademark hahs. We never fail to run after recess on thursdays tsktsk must all emaths teachers be so on time tsk. After schh one hour of physics lesson damn boring la but was being 'entertained' by lover with her tohtoh sunshine la hahahs lucky it was only 45mins =/ someone messed up my hair to vent her anger or sadness can! ): and she's all back to normal after that so its worth it la horr.

back home after watching beautiful sunset with my manly boyfriend who was nice enough to carry my bagg for meee :)

i wonder so too, nothing i mean

2006-07-19T19:01:00.000-07:00

monday:
did pbl presentation is soo ps to present after yusof's grp pls theirs like WOAH. early dismissal. after that went 399 makan and search for costumes on the way there we saw my linjiachua'a mr tohhhhh hahas and we walk pass with 'lao shi ni hen shuai leh' and the tchers arnd him laughed and lover blush! haas. then went IMM walkwalk uh i bought a 7dollars icecream kae its alot pls and i nvr fail to take cabs when im gg home with tt kuku chanminghee. went over to see kilooo b4 gg home heh(;

tuesday:
emaths test. ahh long recess again! heh pple all putting plates back we nines just started =/ then took own swt time up hahs on the way up super funny all of us purposly ran towards handsome sunshine tcher and walk slowly when near him hahs its all for u linjiachua! then chinese she asked all those who didnt do hw to sit on floor and only one was on chair hahs all moved table to side and sit in the middle like pri schh kids and watched tt china movie very nice la. after schh was debating but i skipped it =X

today:
rch schh earlier and was running arnd like siao pls searching for pple and stuff 4floors up 4floors down 4floors up 2floors down 2floors up 4floors down go flag raising sweating like nuts and i marked attendence tdy! hahs cos alot late then mr ooi wanted to mark them as late so i say help him mark i mark all on time heh then he say so many ticks so lil pple then i say mark alrd cant change hahs. then say the racial harmony thingg tooot. performance was boringggg. went back class all classes still havin fun we were alrd in serious lesson sianss. amaths test. after schh eng test i read e book can it was niceeee though i didnt finish. went subway after that weeeee ate and few of us stayed chat and we laugh almost non stop for like one hr? hahs laugh till tummy ache pls =/

look its test here and there tsktsk. talltall lee ish coming back on monday! friday ish coming so porzhimei and yeojieting my bigbig box of choco baby pls! xD and elephant finally manage to find it lalala. longggglonggg post i shall end.

2006-07-16T20:33:00.000-07:00

How I wish all those that I've read wasn't refering to me, hoping it was just me thinking too much on my part. Be truthful to me, say out all feelings and thinkings please. Sighs. Chenyushu yours ears might ache tomorrow, and I miss nines. Okay, super random.

Oh school's ending at 1245 tomorrow, only miss one period, no fun butbut good thing theres no maths so wouldn't have to worry about the maths homework :D Okay, I left ALL books that I need for lessons in school so also can't do so not much difference.

Okay, shall end. I'm getting emo again tsktsktsk. roarrawrrahscreams. Ohya thanks to all who went to tag at that blog, I think its dumb but who cares at least we did something different from other groups.

2006-07-15T14:54:00.000-07:00

people! be nice enough to go to the following blog and tag some crap there u dont even have to use ur own name its just some english project stuff and msparv wants people to visit so yesh pleasepleaseplease!

http://zubir-said.blogspot.com

i finished devil bside you! yayness xDD chanminjia must be jealous now lalala the devil in the show is as sweet as my devil is(; but my devil dont break promises! waha. ok random post.

2006-07-14T16:40:00.000-07:00

uh finally done-ed with porzhimei's and yangjieting's blogskins and updateing of their blogs now i feel as if i own three blogs la but nvm i lovee their blogskin esp jt's! butbut i cant find one for myself, lazy to continue searching.

i missed S.P.A for bio today =/ so ive to perform well for the rest er the other 4? i think sians but im scare of anna koh lorh. okay intention of skippin schh since ytd =x but mother think im having fever in the morning hence she let me continue sleeping but she must be angry cos both me and bro skipped schh today oh family of ponners. and im having headache now things all very blur and far like tht siansss. i shall go sleep more ltr.

why-s

2006-07-13T16:28:00.000-07:00

at kh's house again again and again okay erms lessons were okay but mrlim took one hr to finish one graph qns how much more pro can he get. history watch video again hitler! hahs nice. ss gotta re-present cos laogong wasnt there and we didnt get to present the edited version LORS! tsktsk. and we always! have to run after recess bloody la eat til so full then ran all the way up its always thurs when its emaths after recess nines just ran all the way from canteen to fourth floor! lucky today devil help us stop him keep talking to him then we can walk up heh.

devil and yushushu must see me on the 13th of each month! heh they saw me early in the morning once they alight from the bus can lalala yaye fated!(: iloveyoutwo! thanks ilovetalkingtomydear(:

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back from lakepark!(:
me and wugui jumped on that thing and yang mehmeh was in the air! hahas okay that was super funny all laughed till like siao kias. and someone dont wanna play the swing lorhs! badddd. i stil played yaye! :D swing away al tots. thanks wugui and yangmehmeh company me xD yaye lovessmuchmuch! -8:39pm

2006-07-12T22:03:00.000-07:00

assembly today was dumb, lazy to mention all but uniform check i passed! hahahs KIND mr ooooi!(: drank so much water today that i keep going mao che =/ before recess fruit tree apple juice!(: recess soya bean milk!(: after recess green tea!(: hahs all fav in one day x) and i slpt during ss so damn nice man weeee wugui and yushu slpt too xD so much complains from tchers so scare of mr lee when hes back lorhs =X but i miss himmmm! jurong spread news super fast, not only students BUT also teachers!

said i want go home strg after sch watch devil bside you yet i reach home at 830 =X okay but i was all along near home! xDD

STARS!(:

and stupid elephant i not bad to you but instead is didnt know is you who was pulling my pretty bag lorhs! so i turned arnd and said whos there =X hahas idiot ull spoil my beautiful bag LOR! tsktsk.

lucks to jasminetongkexin and porzhimei for oral tmr!(:
and wongchiyen ull score one no worries! ohya same applies to my bai tian!(:

if only ive no memories

2006-07-10T19:41:00.000-07:00

miss parvvv didnt come today oh no debating session aiya!only 1o+ pple were ontime for bio lesson aft recess the rest all late, is mskoh&lim came in early larhss. then no time to eat bread and drink soya bean milk so amaths do work and eat at the same time weeee.

after schh watched match then go visit killooooooo!!(: then they want go cc play ball go playplay then go back play with kilo and homeeee(:

kilo: miniature pinscher mix with poodle
gram: chi hua hua
they shall grow up and be friends and be kilogram(:

its just like a term to make things look better on the outside, but in the inside it feels totally weird. so whats the use, its just a term afterall. i tried i failed i cant unds anything. everyth used to be is falling apart

areyoustillyou

2006-07-09T19:01:00.000-07:00

~~giveupletgounimptdistanceisolatealone~~

i want go reservoir watch stars and enjoy the breeze again, evilevil faster company meeeee. i want my listeng ears, my best shoulder, my hugger and my company.

that irritating mushroom hair complained to motherrr! like my mum will bother about my work pls, now i dont intend to do, shall take my own sweeeeeet timeee.

yang mehmeh take good care of my baggggg! tmr we exchange bag yaye(: and wugui faster save money i still want that baggg, buy diff colour okay!

[edited]

if only i can lead my everyday
life like yesterday!

everyth feels diff now
and i know it will nvr
be back to then eva agn
maybe its reali time, this time
when wil i learn how, hsirehc
times&again, letting go

i want scream i want shout
i want cryoutloud

2006-07-07T16:59:00.000-07:00

monday,
superman returns(:

tuesday,
only rmb 3free periods and i slept

wednesday,
kilooooo!!! xDD starsssssss!(:
ilove reservoirrr(:

thursday,
mrlim came in teach emaths
he reminds me of superman =/
i want talltall lee back!

today,
bowlbowlbowl(:

theres human-s running in reservoir now and look up at the sky the sun soooo hottt ohoh so many having free tanning in schh now. hope jastong and elaine ran well(:

so much to say

2006-07-02T15:11:00.000-07:00

dont waste ur time readg this post.

lazy to blog but i feel like bloggging okay dumb. i still prefer the sakura in toapayoh nono the international buffet at suntec moree yaye cos the food there is nicerr. i love bondings! and longg car journeys where we all lie on each other's shoulder and sleep on that bigbig sofa! xD oh but i dont like longg mrt journeys esp all the way to bishan! and watching movie at a not so good cinema oh waste time but just my luck ish nice though not bad not badd. oh yea jurong to changi beach arent tt far righttt heh. yaye i love swingss and see-saw! oh i wan go lake park and play that swing and that spider web and that see saw! i pract the skill of eating icecream while swinging ytd! and i finished the icecream so much faster =x I WANT SEE KILO LA-S! CHAN MINGHEE AND CHAN MINJIA! oh i saw minjia in sch uni tt day hahas she look weird in that la but first time see her in skirt weee. swear darling and stead love me damn much I WANT DELETE AL THE PHOTOS! shall grab u guy's phone some day. two weeks later shall be the last time im wearing that kind of outfit irritating ass-es whom i love. one msg received, oh some ass slept at 6. yaye happy youth day to all youth out there no schhol tmr! xD outing with 2/2-ians? maybee things too rush i cant plan so fast so maybee oni bestie and shuyi!(: oh msn keep kicking me out, cut my talk with bestie la-s irritating mrlee ish leaving for re-service alrdd oh how sad! takecare in there tall man who knows if you will read my bloggg hahahas lets hope the relief teacher for weeks is equally niceee but im sure the cme teacher ish xD yes mrschuaaa! yet to complete hols hmwrk? hahah think oni chinese yet to touch lalalas oh what a longggg post im bored im moodless i think this post ish crap! oh whateverrr. i want swing! swing away all thoughtssss. i want green tea i want choco baby! elephant faster get them laaa. oh well can oni get them on thurs u take care there idiot oh they must be having a free suntanning session while walking at that milkrun now wahaha stead's gonna get BLACKER! oh darling yangmehmeh u take care hor! get well asap! yes u will!(: okay im like talking to myself thru out the whole post.

2006-07-01T14:27:00.000-07:00

now at jastong hse, oh her papa chantinggggggg okay very scary. oh im addicted to choco baby weee first choco i addicted too very nice okay i want go meiji factory. startin from next tues. oh lake parksch's been fine i suppose. change bio and english teacherrrrr. mrleee leaving us for re-service for weeks ish very fun yaye nice to play. oh jastong just bath out very nice smellingggg weeee.oh i love times when the nines of us are tgt esp in class when we sit all tgt in one strg row across the cls weeee. and i miss hanging out with bestie and elaine soon soon soon okays yaye.

i want go lake parkk !

<33 JASTANG FAN-NISOON CHENYUSHU PORWUGUI WUMIFEN YANGMEHMEH YANGAHMENG CAILINJIA MOCHIYEN SHUYIDUSHU JACQ&JASTAN LIUXIANG2 CHERTING BAITIANXUEREN KILOGRAM! MUILING NANATAN YHsq NERIHUILI CHENXINNNNNN <33

I UPDATED!

xiangbuqilai > got gui is make of wugui alrd la.
shenn > hahas i didnt do much la-s.
raaaa > sch's fine? hahs. u bang firsttt.
muiling > yaye i saw u tooo-s!(: our sch next match is agnst clementi town!
neri > people born to be shy la-s HIDES.
serena > ohyes school's boringgggggg.
chewsiang > yes green tea! :D
jacq > NICEST! HELOOOOO(:
fanny > hellllos!(:
stella > hellos!(: takecaress!

2006-06-25T18:36:00.000-07:00

school's starting tomorrow hulala. stead say just bring homework and emath textbook, butbut how to bring homework when its not done? give up bio. shall just finish emaths and chem, atleast bother doing right, right :)

devils are evil thats why i owe them stuff. one 49lollypops. one 19meals and sing a song just cos she wanna hear tian shi zai chang ger (;

SHENN TAN ! tell me u didnt do bio chinese amath and hist tooo! :D

pray hard they wont check on nails tmr so i wont have to touch them and let them grow! chantchantchant. angel's wish shall come true(:

granny and aunt are back! yaynesss! so the fishes birds plants dog wont suffer under my care anymoreee! xD lalala- i miss kilo!

its not a wise decision to use the laptop by placing it on the computer table, cos i type on the keyboard of the com instead of typing on the laptop =X super dumb andand i nearly move the wrong mouse tooo =\

2006-06-23T17:18:00.000-07:00

swear its super dangerous to actually go out half-asleep. you'll never know when you might get knocked down by cars that you didnt notice coming your way due to sleepy-ness, damn.

and its super terrible to actually get used to sleeping after 3am! i will feel super tired in the day and awake in the night though i only slept for less than 6 hours, tsktsktsk.

one week flew past!(:

sighs,i feel so weakk,
i oh so hate myself.

WG > yea, thoughts, sighss;
i want eat wg's meat LA.
CY > :) okay-s.
BAITIAN > heh, so rmb yewan will send stars there to guide u home though not bside u(;
RAA > get used to it xu ting xP
SHENN > Ks! enjoy her meat first :D
MUILING > welcome!(:

2006-06-22T22:44:00.000-07:00

may
the
cooling
air
of
the
night
blow
away
all
thoughts

2006-06-21T23:00:00.000-07:00

" are we just frens for the sake of being frens? or are we frens becos we need frens? or are we frens becos we reali treasure each other? " which one is it in my case? sighs.

" conflicts happen bcos u both care for each other " is it really this way?

" every new frend that we make cannot replace whateva we have initially, there will be new memories, but it cant replace anyth. old memories cant be forgotten, its important, all those that we've been through tgt does anyone really care? " sound so true huh.
all those in bold are what i read from some one's blog which kindof interest me and got my brain thinking about everything.

oh miss swan is retarded,in a cute way.

i wanna...
go back to that very day,
im asking for too much.

2006-06-20T22:53:00.000-07:00

porzhimei and yeojieting has got unique but efficient way of getting me out of bed laaaaaaaa ass-es but i stil love them ahhaha SLACKED WHOLE DAY when we were suppose to be doing project. from the moment i get out of bed 11.30 til 7 =X didnt do anyth about proj =X just use com, play with kilo,gram xD and eat yea tts all.

SCREAMSS!
iwantgoreservoir.

2006-06-19T21:28:00.000-07:00

late for amaths lesson as usual, hahs but i manage to wake up! so im feelg damn dead beat now only slept for 2hrs plus. mother fetch. hah know i big shot la hor stead, went in got seat reserve, got pple stand up give way, got wrksheet and box prepared there ready for me alrd =X zhimei&jieting came over after amaths, mother fetch agn, ok shes damn free tdy. finished ss proj, ok wugui super pro! played with gram then went over play with kilo(: jieting's not afraid of dogs! she touched both today!

thanks for 'surprise' sweet.
swear i cant finish them.

bloodyhell, i never learnt
how to cherish thingss.

cmon bring me all the way up to the sky up high and just drop me all the way down to the ground right at the bottom, its happening.

2006-06-19T05:20:00.000-07:00

hmmm watched match with junice sharon neri jes jieting chewsiang amy huishan. lastest agn hahs as usual la. jurong point has a new interchange so weird. finish watching 2match went back jp, dinner-ed, slack arnd, wait for mg to finish work with junice&sharon and home.

so detailed owell bored.
yaye 15mins more to 530am!

swear im a nice sister to actually stay up till 530am to wake brother up for camp incase hes late or cant wake up. and some1 is nice enough to stay up with me and off to bed after some naggings from me i appreciate tt, xi han hahas! we are both nice and sweet people! wahah my influence xP

oh theres lesson later! at 9am! woahs! hahas.so dead who cares i'l be awake! 'll come back and sleep in after that! weeee. shall go there earlier hope wont be late again

2006-06-18T01:59:00.000-07:00

i miss my mogu-es :(
i want see kilo!

yes 'll see darling in hoursss time! ohno i cant wait to share things with herr. i miss tt time in mac :( ill talk alot to her laterlater!(:

ohno why sound so down,
cos im feelg so now
no im suppose to be happy(:
whateverrr

thanks alot ~~my sissy guy(:~~
BRAAAAAAther(:

/edited

2006-06-17T21:15:00.000-07:00

housework -ed
sakae sushi -ed
manicure -ed pink=X
pedicure -ed orange=X
[weird colours but who cares
just wanna play with colours]

stupid stead ask me go manicure my butt! hahs she wanna beat me on monday cos its p i n k weeee. lets hope mslow wont say anything on monday aha she will be nice enough xD wugui next time i bring u manicure ur shell okay heh.

2006-06-16T14:27:00.000-07:00

yaye kilo ish beside meeeee! weeeeee- his owner ran out of newsppr in the house and all so busy to take care of him tsktsk. hes growing fast! weeeeee- oh gram has to be closed in the room cos of kilooooooo.

llatitegroftsujotysaetonsti

2006-06-15T23:31:00.000-07:00

tag repliessss.
>MUILING: will link you! happy belatedddd! :D
>NERI: eh? full of what? hahs im fine alrd thankss(:
>WG: yes i'll, my wugui also kae(:
>DOG: who are youuuuuuuu??
>RAA: updated!
>CHEWSIANG: u toooo(:
>TING: okay, 'll tell u the next time i see you ok(: thanks!:)
RAA: ohok typo. HUH but i still feel like watching! hahs no harm right so i shall watch someday. noooo ok not to me.

oh the com can throw away alrd lar. i want watch movieeeeeee three more i wanna watch! okay, shes the man, the omen, benchwarmer all quite nice la maybe the omen not that nice hmmm. super tireddddd. oh i miss kilo! hope aunt and grandma have fun travelling there, i could have went along laaa :( okay nvm. oh whats so beautiful about WC? hmmmmmm. some1 ~~own~~owe me a meal. and i ~~own~~owe some1 15 meals!

1+6+5+3=15(:

2006-06-09T13:15:00.000-07:00

sorry for being cold once agn,
sorry for letting you feel hurt,
sorry for being selfish,
sorry for nt considerg abt ur feelgs.
know saying sorry wont help
but yes i should.

suppose it al started when i first turn cold, things started feeling diff. and i suppose thats when we started to fade off. don't want al the manymany msges to go to waste, wanna be back to what we were. never knew my actions would hurt u so, never tot that i could affect you, or maybe i cant. it hurts to send out and receiving those msges ytd night, its all my fault, sorry.

:'(

2006-06-08T12:49:00.000-07:00

DOWN
The drops of rain they fall all over
This awkward silence makes me crazy
The glow inside burns light upon her
I'll try to kiss you if you let me
(this can't be the end)

Tidal waves they rip right through me
Tears from eyes worn cold and sad
Pick me up now, I need you so bad

Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
It gets me so
Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
It gets me so

Your vows of silence fall all over
The look in your eyes makes me crazy
I feel the darkness break upon her
I'll take you over if you let me
(You did this)

Tidal waves they rip right through me
Tears from eyes worn cold and sad
Pick me up now, I need you so bad.

Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
It gets me so
Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
Down down down down
It gets me so
___________

dont wanna be a burden to yet another person. its always me who's bothering you, me who turn cold for no reason and you putting blame on yourself and bearing with my everything sound so.. but its true i guess. spoilt me with your nice-ness. so hate myself for being so spoilt. expected that it wont last long, non of my close friendship had, ohwell what a failure. dont get affected by my mood again, it arent worth it.

i hate myself so.

suppose you are away again.
sigh, stil waitg for reply.

oh wheres all my shoulder
and hugs when i need them
the most rightt now, now.

2006-06-07T20:17:00.000-07:00

mother came home with the phone
bill sat beside me, read it
and didn't scold meeeee =D
it went down by a few bucks!
big improvment! hahs shes used to it.
but father came home with a
bad mood laaa scoldscoldscold.

been looking out for the light
to shine on my phone since
last night, yet no reply :(
tnahpelewhereveyoubeeen.

oh i should start doing my works.

2006-06-06T15:55:00.000-07:00

stared at the homework list
and shut the note book =X
since its o6o6o6 today
should give myself a break
free from homeworks =D

tag replies here(:
>NERI: alright, sooon!
>LAOGONG: yupyup!<3
>WUGUI: whey wugui is
zhu peng gui you not zhu
gui peng you!haas xiaohaizi!
>MUILING: i dont have ur skill huh
wait til 1day i bump into your mum!
>RAAAAAA: hahs yes shutup! xP

2006-06-05T19:43:00.000-07:00

jasmine,zhimei,jieting
came over to my place wanting to do
projectSssSS but hahs we did! a lil.
-had fun with the leg massage thing,
-had fun taking photos [all below!]
-had fun watching that horny show hahs
lazy to update already, pigggg.
fun day with them :) lalala

shall go eat now.
when im in the lala mood
i'll eat w/o being asked to xD

2006-06-05T04:32:00.000-07:00

2006-06-05T04:25:00.000-07:00

2006-06-05T04:17:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAS CAMERA TRICK, JT WASNT TOUCHED!

2006-06-05T04:11:00.000-07:00

ANGELAHUANG;JASMINETONG married! xD

and now she did. hahs.

PORZHIMEI;JASMINETONG
some1 refuse to look at e cam.

2006-06-05T04:06:00.000-07:00

YEOJIETING;JASMINETONG

ANGELAHUANG;ALANHUANG
reborn hair and botak! hahs.

2006-06-05T04:00:00.000-07:00

ALANHUANG;YEOJIETING
tgt since o4/o3/o6! hahs.

YEOJIETING;ANGELAHUNG

2006-06-04T21:07:00.000-07:00

MUILING! i must say you pro,
you know my family members
yet u dont know that im
staying in your block? hahas.
butbut im the other way round,
i know you stay at my block
but don't know your family members.

theres barney show at IMM! liaosss.
i want watchhhhhhhh! heh beta not.

i misss my mogu-tong-es! tmrtmrtmr!
hopefully we wil settle down
to do project instead of playing.

2006-06-02T18:40:00.000-07:00

that aunty was super un-kind laa,
very violent very impatient tsk.
went out with wong chiyen!
as usual i was late lar, heh.
must be influence from some sotong.
acted like some mad women
in bus98, talked so loud =X
ohyaohya we walked alotalot
under the supersuper hot sun.

doing housework ish much
nicer than doing homework.
longggggglongggggg list.
oh one week of hols passed!
not even 1 piece of work done =X

hmmmmmm

2006-06-01T15:21:00.000-07:00

i so wanna sit out
there in the rain.

stared at the long list
of holiday homework,
not knowing where to
start off with.
so don't wanna touch them.
other than phy theres
something to be done
for every subjects.

new month and a scolding
is coming in few days time.

~~weird feeling~~

2006-05-31T16:36:00.000-07:00

bored out at kh's house.
everyone's playing when we're
suppose to be doing projects
like social studies and english.
siansss know nothing about it pls.
theres no reception in his house.
lousy phone larhhhh
changed blogskin! too bored.
me and stead were in the room
staring at the blogs chatting
while the rest upstairs playing ps2
ohwell we did not handy panky LARH.

longest lunch record,
2hrs seated at sakae sushi,
oh some sotong had nvr been there!
alright i shall not be so evil.
---------------------------
nooo, not angry
just disappointed.
~~promises~~

2006-05-28T20:43:00.000-07:00

If love was a bird then
we wouldn't have wings
If love was the sky
we'd be blue
If love was a choir,
U and I could never sing
'cause love isn't for me and U
If love was an Oscar,
U and I could never win
'cause we could never act out our parts
If love is the bible,
then we are lost in sin
Because it's not in our hearts

(chorus)
So why don't you go your way,
and I'll go mine
Live ur life
And I'll live mine
Baby, U'll do well
And I'll be fine
'cause we're better of seperated...

If love was a fire then
we have lost the spark
Love never felt so cold
If love was a light then
we're lost in the dark
Left with no one to hold
If love was a sport,
we're not on the same team
U and I are destined to lose
If love was an ocean,
baby, we are just a stream
'cause love isn't for me and U
(chorus)

Girl, I know we had some good times
Sept for now, gotta say goodbye
Girl U know I love U
I can't deny
Can't say we didn't try to
make it work for U and I

I know it hurts so much
But it's best for us
Somewhere along this wide new moon,
we lost the trust
So I walk away,
so U don't have to see me cry
It's killing me so, why don't U go
(chorus)
_____________________

nice songgg.
i wana go away; to somewhere far.
tooooooo much thinkingsss; in there.
ohsofcukedup.

2006-05-26T18:51:00.000-07:00

he went away super peacefully,
ohwell he'll always be muc loved.
can imagine the no. of people thats
gonna send him off on sunday.

happy with results! (: lalala-
conduct still fair, who cares.

spring cleaning just drove the girls
mad laaa. they are all in shade
while the sun shines directly at us.

appetiteappetite where are you.
the amount consumed lately is, sigh.
--------------------------
ohh ignore e below,
no1 can unds xcept meeee.

maybee its the best for us now?
cant bring myself to name you that again.
nooo it just feel toooo different.

its always forever like that.
so feel lik making the hard decision.
will what i tell her comes true,doubts.

2006-05-25T14:30:00.000-07:00

well known for skipping school
for no reason alrd i suppose.

maybe shouldn't even had gone
back ytd for that CIP butbut,
was having fun with stead touring
around that whole dumb place,
playing with all those stuffs,
yet learning no science at all.
but watching one big group of
small kids rushing towards you
trying to find out whats its all about
just cos they see a tank of water
there, can make 3ofus go giddy&weak.
ohwell, every1 looked so dead
after that, not only me please.
CIP yet we have to bear with those
unreasonable I/C's fcukg attitude.

just cos i didnt school for
two days cos of being sick,
MrLee gave me special treatment.

nothing i can do if he really
wont give back report book
unless parents are there, who bothers.

2006-05-21T19:22:00.000-07:00

too sick to realise how
fast time had passed.

and also forgotten that erm,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY<33
forgot its her bday tdy =X
shes flyg off on tues, so wanna
go along with her and relax! :(
hopefully shanghai during hols!

no i dont wanna school tmr,
throat feel super terrible,
soyes im so gonna skip sch tmr,
and skip that dumb sexual talk thing
or whatever that 5hrs talk is about.

feel so moody.
worsening my condition.

expected outcome ohwelll.

2006-05-20T21:53:00.000-07:00

7 subjects failed only 1,
better than previous term failed 3,
but disappointed with both maths.

while they are all sweating due
to the heat in the hall,
i was feeling super cold.

watched the number at the theremometer
screen continue to jump, increasing
and finally beep-ed when it reaches
38.8 like so high bleehx

so feel like vomiting.
feel so super weakkkkk.

spent 20hrs out of e 24hrs
S L E E P I N G i suppose.

2006-05-18T11:33:00.000-07:00

ytdytdytd
= funfunfun
sentosa,BBQ

tdytdytdy
= lazylazylazy
lazy to step out of house,
home,houseworks,VCDs

tmrtmrtmr
= scaryscaryscary
school,resultsssssss
-----------------------------
erm guess a sorry cant help,
wellllll so speechlesss, but
didn't know my reaction towards
you will make u feel tht way,
soo still ermmm sorrrry.
every1's feeling weird i suppose,
but there's still 1 1/2 years.
lets try to put this in e past.
oh my dear i need to talk to you.

2006-05-16T19:45:00.000-07:00

exam over! yaye =D
equals to no stress!
sm1 'll be happier seeing me
as stress-free! lalalaaa xD

this is what MrLee said to us,
"exam over,give ual 1sec to celebrate,
scream or shout whatever you want"
before we could react,
"so ual dont wan celebrate ar okay nvm"
hes like talking to himself la
thru out the whole 'talk' haas.

SHOPSHOPSHOP! xDD
its not alot actually, stil
wannna buy alot of things!
my mum who is suppose to be at a
study course, msged me half-way thru
asking me to go shopping with her,
she says the course too boring.
what a good role model.

two days no school xD

some1 enjoyed lying on me tdy,
and playing&drawing on my stuffs.

2006-05-15T19:56:00.000-07:00

Love me
I read a note my grandma
wrote back in 1923,
Grandpa kept it in his coat
and he showed it once to me.He said,
"Boy you might not understand,but a long
long time ago Grandma's daddy din like me
noone, but I loved your grandma so.
We had this crazy plan to meet,
and run away together.
Get married in the first towm
we come to and live forever.
But nailed to the tree where
we supposed to meet instead,
i found this letter n this is what it said

*If you get ther before I do,
don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores all through,
I don't know how long I'll be
But i'm not gonna let you down,
Darling wait and see
But between now n then til I c u again
I'll be loving you..love me

I read those words just hours
before my grandma passed aways
In the doorway of a church where
me and grandpa stopped to ray
I know I never seen him cry
in all my fifteen years
But as he said those words to her
His eyes filled up with tears
[repeat*]
And between nw n then til I c u again
I'll be loving you... love me
-------------------------------------
lying down at the grass of e reservoir,
admiring the blueish redish sky, trying
to prevent the tears from falling.
left with no sunset to watch,
with the three unexpected vistors.

theres still paper tmr, after
four days of slacking, lastttt.

time flies(: its been long nanny(:

2006-05-14T13:15:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELAINE xD
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHI HAO xD

HAPPY BELATED KAHKAY xD
HAPPY BELATED SHIYUN xD

EARLY HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASMINEtong xD
EARLY HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERVIL xD

nearly 4get theres still combine
science paper one on tuesday.

parents kind of gonna ground me.
nvm, since not really in the
i-wana-go-out mood nowadays,
instead in the moodymoody mood.
perhaps spend the few days at home
watching thru my shows and
lazing around like a pigg.

its been long since the tears
flows down so smoothly lik ytd.

so wanna go back to the past,
my fault that we drift this much.

webelongtodifferentworld.

2006-05-12T15:45:00.000-07:00

its either to let go or sink in,
don't wanna continue guessing,
or just let mee know the truth,
or perhaps i'm thinking too much.

can't it be more than just
a term or name that sounds
better than friends? myfault,
realised the change in me
towards that group, idk how.

mood that matches the weather,
today and yesterday, rainthunderstorm.

2006-05-11T21:45:00.000-07:00

First paper
that i did not sleep,
that i felt like giving up,
that i do till nearly breakdown,
that i keep thowing the pen.
Genius teachers of our class
set-ed both Emaths paper, killer.

After running in th rain,
walking in the rain,
visit to the pet shop,
playing with pets at mq house,
down with a bad cold,flu.
Both eyes WERE red&swollen too.
swear im super weak laaaa.

xD no school on ermmmm
friday,sat,sun,mon,wed,thurs!
tues only schoool for 45 mins!!

as we dash across the road in
front of the car nine pairs of
hands, handinhand in the rain(:

i miss hanging out with uall.

2006-05-10T11:06:00.000-07:00

suppose to be preparing now,
to go out and meet loverss.
okay, im always late when
meeting people esp for study!
have to study for emaths
and combine sci two times!
what a waste of timeeeee.

reaching home time had been
ermermerm average nine pm.

let me lead a peaceful life,
just let things remain like now.
just hope i wont have to scream
into you one day telling you
what im thinking what im feeling.

"u seem to be the only one who
can make meee feel alright"
just happen to hear this line,
from songgg [[ Quit your life ]].

'stay with meeee' (: dont want lose
yet another oneee. sixgonee:(
ure one of the best ive found(:
someone so far yet so near(:

2006-05-06T23:29:00.000-07:00

PASSED CHINESE P2! :D
not sure about overall,
but its like first time
this year pass paper 2!

bio ish such a gonecase,
first question already stuck.

so not into the study mood,
such a lala sadsad mood,
messed up feelgs and mood.

theres just something in b/w,
cant get over it, irritating.
forever feeling that way.
always thinking that whatever
you assume it to be is what it
really is, sigh, third time.

its time to slowly let go,
bit by bit we'll get use.

wanna jus blast music into ears,
face wall, in my own world, then
perhaps i won't think so much.

want isolate myself from everything.

2006-05-04T05:16:00.000-07:00

HOPE i pass chinese,
HOPE i pass social studies,
HOPE i ACE add.maths!

IM GIVIN UP ON BIO.kindof.
shall jus read thru a lil later.

so looking forward to tmr!
may the night and day pass faster.

how nice it ish to have all
four just so happened to
be at the same place! heh.

how am i gonna survive next week
just a strong feelg what i think
gonna happen ish gonna happen.

i dont make a good friend,
it wouldn't last long.
just made me realise how
useless i am.

so hate myself for who i am,
feeeeeeel soooo messed up :(
can't hold on much longer,
where's my pillarr? :(

2006-05-02T21:15:00.000-07:00

so giving up hope in this
mid-year exam already.
lets hope i understand the
four passages tommorrow,
and pass chinese for the
first time this year!

its always when exams comes,
its comes with lots of other
unwanted, unneeded stuffs.

it just make me feel like
giving up hope of returning.

hoping that the breeze and the
drizzle at the reservoir had
chase away some of our pain
and troubles. i doubt it did.
stay happy you, smileeeeee.
sunset is next, soooon! :D

i swear im super weak
in term of health.

lets hope it won't be the third.

2006-05-01T11:26:00.000-07:00

My eye lids were closed..
i opened them with a key called
'' memories '' ..
i entered the other land..
and saw how happy we were
last time..
everynight i wished i could
re-live those happy moments
again, forever

somehow it jus seem impossible,
feel that its all ending here.
wishing i could save everything again,
but it takes two hand to clap.
maybe i had really, already changed.

dont give comments when you
don't know the whole story.

why should i believe you,
when even the others don't.

maybe north and south pole
should never meet, sighs.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TANIA CHER xD

2006-04-29T22:58:00.000-07:00

THREE MEALS TODAY! like finally. past three days all one meal per day. jt want me eat 5 meals! tts crazy LA will become totally pig. breakfast with mama! telling her that i have not passed any chinese test for this year =X and ill do badly this time and she might have to see form, shes like jus do ur best dont stress urself! =D i love my mama! chinese oral sucks la she say i read till veh unwilling trueee hahas think she failed meeee wadeva. studystudystudy. bigg things happen in mac. LUNCHED there. DINNERed at devil's house. reach home lateeee. heh.

smiled jus to get a ... sighh
ULCER RECOVERED! MIRACLEEEEEE xD

2006-04-28T19:21:00.000-07:00

feel like bursting like what happen to MrLee today :( sighss. ucler hurts like dk what. swollen inside. numbed inside and outside. how to take oral tmr when cant even speak properly no cant even talk :( why did the rain stop when i was about to start walking in it :( sighs. first paper, eng p1, can hardly think. teacher tot i was sick.

everyth i do, none
of it is right.

thanks for concern all.
8lovers.boy.bestie.mummy.gentleman.

2006-04-26T19:12:00.000-07:00

its drawing nearer and nearer. and all the time spent in canteen and classroom are such a waste. bet mrlee want see my mum this term and mum's gonna nag and nag and nag sighhs its not gonna improve much from CA1. so many work to be completed :( Physics Bio Amaths Emaths Chemistry Chinese History. tts like ALL subjects :(

can never balanced it all.
can never get rid of all those.
its always all at one goooooo.
sighhsssssssss.

shui hai ji de.

2006-04-23T20:05:00.000-07:00

some time jus hope for the com to breakdown then i wouldnt be tempted to on it and use it jus sit infront of it for god knows how long irritating. did something to my hair, bum ache frm e hours of sitting. this small boy fell aslp while cutg hair super cute. exams coming and i dont know where to start off with
fast come fast go.

five periods of maths plus
after sch remedial
can die of maths tmrr.

shall not use com for 5 days!

peoples stop sigh-ing.
i'll be affected. smileee.
i tried it all failed.
it seem so long when its so short

2006-04-22T19:21:00.000-07:00

being guest of honour gives him the right to be late meh? urghh every year thing. super waste of time. MrLeeLinShen ish super handsome today. pink long sleeve button shirt with tie with specs ohso formal&handsome we all went W-O-A-H!

sighhh. tooo muchh.
wheres the shoulder?

2006-04-21T15:57:00.000-07:00

feel so giddy.
everyth's like spinning.
dont know what happen.

feel like today got alot
of pple to talk about.
its gonna be a longgg post.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAU CHEW SIANG!
does elephant's nose grow longer
as they get older? hahahas.
old liao dont bully small kid liao!
give you your present soon (x
own me 15! since i dinz see u tdy.

its diff talking to MrLee!
hes so tall laaaa LOOK UP.
but so nice to talk to la
like talkg to friends x)

stupid MdmLee confiscated my
Emaths homewrk while my TPcopying. like that nvm dont want
return somemore make my TP cry.
tt silly girl cried and keep sayg sorry.
nothing la homework only ma
must smileeee(x

my CP nvr fail to catfight me
and everytime also got audience
andand i got more supporters! hahas
still its fun to have u bside me la hor.
my stead liao. hahas mrHO say de xD
and she put liquid paper on my NAIL!
#$@&%@# nvm own me 5 packts of BISCUIT STICK! xP

BESTIEBESTIE let me see
you smile everyday like today
and yesterday(: leave everyth bhind.
it will al fade w/ time. x)

Amaths common test : 28/35! 80% xDD
ohh my stead/cp/wugui passed too!!

one more week to exam!
shall study this weekend!

need go back school AGAIN on
the TWO coming sats LARHHH
speech day tmr siansssss
chinese oral next sat.

i feel tired and weak.
offer me a shoulder to rest on.
im fine. lets be positive (x

2006-04-20T16:07:00.000-07:00

put up links already!
due to popular demand hahas.
decided not to put song. slowww.

NEARLY late for school.
0721 reach school's busstop
guard was abt to close gate.

ss test tmr.
8 more days to MYE,
kind of can predict e results.
chinese test today,
give me a first pass for
chinese this year pleaseee!!!
hahas but i didnt study for it LA

neutral mood yet think its down.
contradicting. idkidkidk
i want someone here to talk to :((
bestie.mummie.boy.fisshh.nuer.wugui. etc
just someoneeeeeee plsss. but nvmmm.

shall go help that wugui
change her blogskin ((x

2006-04-19T20:54:00.000-07:00

bestie cheer up alrightt.
manymany care for you know.
smilesmile! im always there(;

guess im rewinding back to
the one meal per day life
not a good sign. wait
till ucler recover(:

finally free period today. :D:D
mswee nvr come AGNAGNAGN!
china tcher came in so cheenaaaa

lets take it as everyth ish over(:
im strongg in heart&mind(x

2006-04-18T17:11:00.000-07:00

rainrainrain.
moodymoodymoody.
didnt walk in the rain,
dont wanna get sick again.

five in the air
lets do it tgt HI-5!
hahas jus heard it from the tV.

35/40 for Emaths! 87.5% claps!!
jus finish cme proj ALONE! :((
they're gonna do presentation tmr!

feeeeel soo idk what, moody! :((
i want a hug i want a shoulder
wheres bestie boy mummie nuer fish everyone!?
but still prefer moments alone.
shldnt bother anione.

love my blog song!

2006-04-17T20:16:00.000-07:00

practiced the art of swallowing.
always swallowing rice laaa
cant bite much la stupid ulcer!

its beta going mad and hyper
than bursting due to everyth.
jus a feelg gonna brkdwn soon.
its so diff being meeeee :((

feeling lousy,
but jus cant phrase it out.

2006-04-16T17:33:00.000-07:00

ulcer pain ish killg me
make e whole lower lip
feel swollen also :(( :((
everyth's killg me, overloaded.

man man shi ying,
shou you he ni de shi
qing bi xu wang ji.
slowly adapting,everyth to do
w/ u has to be forgotten.

2006-04-15T17:12:00.000-07:00

can never be on time for sat make up lesson la last week also late =X and its a total waste of time there stared, nth went in LARH. KFC-ed w/ shenn, zhimei, jieting. mum fetch to sakae sushi watch them eat la. RAINRAINRAIN.

ohyea jus rmb sth! ytd when my bro saw chewsiang under my block he tot was MY BOYFRIEND from the backview and shock when turn around and saw its a girl! andand! when she went to the girls toilet in mac, the aunty who went in to clean the toilet told her she went into the wrong toilet! and asked if shes a boy or girl! wahah.

its killing me.
an addiction already.
dont waste your time.

2006-04-14T19:06:00.000-07:00

stared at the dumb ss book for hours and still dinz manage to understand much. tsktsk. so giving up on humansss. theres still two make up lesson tomorrow!! sat morning gone thanks to extra lessons boooohoooo project after that sch life ish so sickening. so miss the coldness and relax feelg back in genting could have gone to mal to relax and shop tonight till sunday!!! boooohoooo.

you go your way, i go mine.
you live your life, i live mine
you do well, i'll be fine
cos we're better off seperated

letg everyth off one by one(x

2006-04-13T18:06:00.000-07:00

hyperhyperhyper! passed CHEMISTRY! like first time in this year =X went watch bball match w/ fanny(x they lost by 1o. the atsmosphere like er weird yesh cos mostly went to vball's match. rush down to vball match at tpy in Mr lau car heh thn i realise i forgot e camera and dk if zm took it. tsktsk. vball won! national FIRST! first time i see MRLIM cheer and shout and scream. mr nur still tt cute la. cab home w/ fanny after that xD

HAPPY BDAY SHUYU! xD

im not strong, bliv me.
breaking down soon.
its time to let everyth
fade one by one.
i will be fine, promise-

2006-04-12T18:07:00.000-07:00

school ish going crazy. ask the sec3s girls to stand up during sec3 assembly and mk us tuck al the way in and! even ask us to put our hand into the skirt from the bottom and pull the shirt al the way down. how can they ask the girls to do that kind of action standing up when the guys are sitting bside them tsktsktsk irritating-

longer clsrm= more noise.
its a zoo what cant blame.

teach me how to make a triangle's three sides even, not one side longer or shorter balanced. sighsssssss if only the car knock me down that day lar.

2006-04-11T16:30:00.000-07:00

dont wanna go up to that well known for hotness class. do they wan to jus leave a empty clsrm to us? moving everyth down, step into e cls start rearranging the tables with al our bks under table al e seats messed up so hard to find the books. some threw it on the floor some jus squeeze everyth wth la no respect for us. like we like e arrangment. both class arent happy with it wad fcuk.

so positive things btween us will get worse after this change haish. i want everyth to get beta i dont know where to begin with. haish so much things to say so much to share jus dont know where to begin with dont know who to target first whoeva i choose it jus dont seem right. not strong at al so weak brkdwn like a lost lil kid.

i want tasty biscuit stick!
i want free period during lesson!
i dont want Amaths common test!
i dont want English test!
whinewhinewhine and the
star* will fall frm the sky =X

falling deeper down its time to stop.
i dont know who i am now. changeeeeeed

2006-04-10T19:05:00.000-07:00

CHANGE THE SKIN ALRD!

i needed sm1 there tdy. but dk who can i approach and dnwanna bother anyone. just rest my head and say im tired. true, im tired but its more than that. i dont know how to approach pple now. so scare of taking the gamble again. wadeva i feel wont matter to anione anyway. but im feeling better after having tt ultra big lolly which im sure i will take months to finish. positive thinkg bu kai xin ye yao jia zhuang kai xin. things will al be fine(: keeping silence ish enough. stopthetears.

thanks liu qiu xiang! for
2 packets of TASTY BISCUIT STICK!
4 tubes of purple FRUITELLA!
xD

I STILL WAN TASTY BISCUIT STICK!!!

2006-04-08T22:07:00.000-07:00

late for Amaths extra lesson heh. jus when she end the lesson it started to pour jasmine's dad fetch me&fanny to boonlay mac. road flooded damn fun when he drove so fast. damn cold. studied till 6pm went meet elephant and that idiot make me wait for one hr plus andand I NEARLY VANISH FROM THIS WRLD AT 7:05pm! dinz hear e horn la was listening to music heh. im still alive xD sm1 nvr fail to bring sth of mine back.

shi jie mo ri

sick of the same thing happening again and again act as if nth happened but so worried&sad tsktsktsk dk wad to say. dn wan tk e first move again. it will fade.

2006-04-07T16:53:00.000-07:00

watched match today. shared cab w/ lifen jialin elaine. jurong won woots- saw ms chua! she cut awae her tail not shuai liao lar bestie. wugui fed me cheese frm chesse fries see so swt right wahah. andandand! mslow was teaching us Amaths there at the stairs so funny la the scence. mac-ed w/ elaine thn home.

some elephant tk my $5!
some sotong hit my head!
big bullysssss.

its seven today

2006-04-06T18:36:00.000-07:00

stupid sch squeeze the whole sch into that tiny hall to celebrate international frendship day. super hot lar and everyone's falling aslp esp the sec3s at e back. im so nice to let bestie lie on my shoulder and wear my specs la heh xD bigbig thanks to all those who massaged my neck and shoulder today and cared xD much beta now.

zhu peng gui you(x
flyg zhu w/ wugui on it.

SOMEONE MISS SOMEONE! heh
so giving up hope liao larrr

2006-04-05T19:02:00.000-07:00

want the blue light to shine so badly, but shldnt be bothering. too much misudsing hence the need for a distance thou i said i dont care but hais idk. want a look at you so badly month since last seen cant forget. control e tears.

2006-04-04T16:40:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BDAY JONAH xD
and BELATED TO VERON xD

burden to you. shld start learng
to live my life w/o u there for me
not worth being nice to me sotong

miss yet another chance

2006-04-03T20:30:00.000-07:00

maths3. 5 periods=2.5 hrs of maths + revision for tmr's common test w/ shenn did 5 hrs of maths tdy! MrLee expect no failure at all for tmr's test and YET he let MrOoi teach his not related topic today during cme. fed up with him lar. never fail to call my name during lesson please irritating ass. guess i own mushroom alot of chinese stuff er homewrkSS and file. standing thru-out e lesson since she was chasing us for hmwrk&stuff we own her her hmwrk dont mk mie feel like touchg em.

the ice-cream cake didn't taste as nice as i tot it to be :( so disapting. i need big lolly alottt now. sm1 win le lar leave form agn tmr dont nid tk test! si wugui!
will history repeat? ensure me that it wont? no1 can promise that. 27days&countg.

2006-04-01T22:20:00.000-08:00

deleted previous post. stil,my mum ish nice! she has tis heckcare attitude a student has when tokg to tchers both MrLee&bro's teacher. and she agree with us when we say the tcher ish tokg crap&she dn care abt wad e tcher ish sayg jus reply hmm/oh/orh. and she drove me out jus to gt salmon sashimi when i suddenly feel like eatg tt =D

i cant stop u al frm sayg wadeva u al want to. its not my mouth to control be it im petty or u guys tk it as a joke, cari on if ual wan im used to it alrd. cant be much bothered alrd. cant tel e truth. tts 1o0%-ly not e true. they know it well

down after listeng to blog song,song that match my mood nowadays. disapointments

2006-03-31T19:52:00.000-08:00

they jus al came in w/ e same line " mid year is startg in 4 wks time." lectures again they nvr wrk on us. know alot of tchers cant stand us alrd. kpt rushg homewrks tdy during lessons. lots of tests up next week :( dn feel like studyg.

my hand became zhimei's paper tdy. she drew wugui, pig, rat, snake, goat, rabbit, countless of lines and one chinese charac. she wanted to finish all 12 zodiac but no time. ohh but the drawings al veh cute so i dn mind =D

conduct might be fair/poor for missing lessons and school event for holiday. it doesn't matter to me.

just kpt al silent. my loudest cry.
i miss that face. its been 24 days